Tuesday, January 6, 2009

So another year of the same Ole stuff has started, and yet it still surprises me with all the drama it brings.
Luckily, none of the drama effects me directly...and I can just stand on the side lines and say what idiots people are. That's always fun.

I applied for the Lactation Peer Counselor position online the other day...hopefully that turns out. If so, Penny will watch Miles most of the days, since we can't afford daycare. As soon as I find out if i get the job or not, I am going to put Miles on the waiting list for Green Gables. It's supposed to be a very nice day care, and considering the other ones I've seen around town,-I wouldn't even want to pull into their driveways! Green Gables seems like the best bet. Let me know if you have heard anything about them, or have your own opinions. Anyway, by the time that rolls around, hopefully we will have saved up enough money.

I have to say here lately I have been SO GLAD that Thomas and I decided not to have another kid. We might later, but for right now, I just want it to be me, him, and Miles. It's so easy. I know how to deal with Miles, and right now, I don't feel like I could handle another baby. And I keep thinking to myself "I don't want to be one of those women who have two kids and can never do anything" I know that's not true for all moms of two children...but it would be for me. I haven't even left Miles over night yet...and he's TWO! If I had two children...I definitely wouldn't have a life.

So, My Aunt Pam will be here in a few days...I always love having her here. She makes me a bettere person. Her smile is contagious, and her laugh is warming, and she gives the best advice. I'm so glad that she is a part of my life, and that Miles is lucky enough to have her a part of his life. We have been trying for over a year to get Miles to say her name...he refuses to do it. It's hilarious. For now he calls her "PiiP" wich is funny. I know he can say Pam, but I think he knows how bad she wants him to say it, so he's messing with her. lol Kids are smart I tell ya.

Well, I guess that's all for now, I need to head to bed.


Thursday, January 1, 2009

In-Laws, Sheesh!

So, as most of you know if you read the previous blog, one of my main new years resolutions was to stop cussing. So far, it's not turning out as I planned.
We went to bed at 3 am, and at 8 this morning, our door bell was ringing, Thomas went to go see who it was, and it turns out to be his dumb ass brother curled up in the fetal position on our front porch...acting like he was freakin' dying.
He kept saying, help me, I'm cut (apparently he got in a fight and the other guy pulled a knife) -So I'm thinking he got stabbed, because of the way he's talking, and laying there, so I say, "I'm going to call 911"- and turn to walk away, and then Jeremy freaks out and says "no, don't call" Turns out just his hand was cut...but I didn't see it. Anyway...they (him, his girlfriend, and her two kids, plus the one they just had together) live in Jacksonville...why the hell he drove all the way down here to our front porch, I have no clue.
Turns out some guy started saying stuff to him about his girlfriend, they got in a fight, he loaded every one up (I'm assuming he was drunk, can't figure a sober person doing any of this) heads down this way, and then apparently got even more pissed and started taking it out physically and verbally on his girlfriend infront of the kids.
So needless to say, my tired, hung over ass isn't dealing with this too well. I think I've used the F word more the first day of this year, than I did in all of last year.
His brother is so stupid, and needs to be in prison, at least in there he can't fuck up his kids lives.
My new years night on the other hand was nice.. I got to spend it with my dad. We had to take him back to the airport today...who knows how long it will be before I see him again. I hadn't seen him for a year until a few days ago.
Anyway, I had to vent...that's what these things are for right????
Hope everyone had a safe new years.